To whom it may concern,You say its all my fault. That Im too naggy, too "mum-like" for you. Well guess what, I feel the same way. You think Im too mature for you? Well I think you're just plain IMMATURE. And I really hate the way you say you'll change, but repeat the same mistakes over and over again. Im losing trust in you, and I dont know if I can trust you anymore. You say your over-sensitive. Well, so am I. Its a personality clash, I think. Im changing too fast for you to cope with. I guess yea, I have changed quite a bit from last year. But everyone thinks its for the better, BUT YOU. I dont even know how to talk to you anymore. You always give me this attitude, and shove me off, Only to apologise again the next day. Then you pick another fight saying why are you always the one apologising and you say I make you feel guilty. You sure cant seem to make up your mind. Please, rethink this. As we really have to salvage our friendship. Or whats left of it. I really dont know what to do anymore. I hope, let time take its toll and everything returns to normal. But it cant be just me doing everything. It takes TWO hands to clap, my dear. And Im sorry for swearing at you that time. I really was pissed. But then again, you were the one who made me pissed in the first place. Honestly, I hate having these fights. I really do, just I dont show it. And please, stop trying too hard, you say you're scared of starting a fight and act wierd and just bring in another one. Oh, and I want you to know that even if we never regain the closeness that we once had, I'll never stop caring for you. Never. And I hope you would do the same. I really want this to last. I dont want this to end when it just begun. Lets just both sleep on it and hope it works out for itself.And, for all the things I didnt say,Im Sorry. ( even though you and I both think that word is absolutely meaningless and should be banned from the english dictionary. However, this time, I really DO mean it. )So once again I shall say it, Im sorry. I really am. Labels: Trust.what an alien word.
