This post is going to be very emo and sad.
I hate being a big foot. I really do. I find it damn annoying that no freaking shoe shop in this world sells shoes as big as my foot. I went to three shoe stores today, and NONE of them had a white pump in my size. How annoying is that. Gah being a bigfoot sucks.
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I was stressed like mad when I heard the news. Internal Bleeding. In coma. Oh god, what is wrong with this world. I miss you like crazy. Im praying for you, I pray that you will be able to speak again, and talk on the phone with me again. Sometimes I think, what is wrong with this world. There are those sinners like Osama all out in the open and you, You as innocent and as kind as ever, stuck in a hospital. This is one unfair world. Sometimes I think whats the point. I mean you go to school do well, or badly and realise that at that exact moment, when your just worrying about grades and superficial stuff,
someone out there is fighting for his/her life. Why is it always the nice ones, first weiqi and now... I must not lose hope. You've been so nice to me. Dont leave yet. Please god, please. Get well Soon.
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We are friends again. Yay, I really appreciate what you and her did for me. Thanks a bunch. I wont act stupid again, and that too over something so trivial. Our friendship is much more deep than superficial, shallow boboheads. Friends forever?
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My teeth hurt like crazy. I think the fake one is getting looser again. Dammit, that means no more apples and icecream. Ouch Ouch Ouch.
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Im annoyed at you, but it will pass. Just stop trying to nag at me so much, please. Its not like I did anything wrong. Its annoying. But I know, your doing this all for my own good. I really appreciate it.
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I've stopped believing in you. Cause you've let me down so many times... Are you for real? Am I the wrong one?
Am I an agnostic? Is it so wrong being one?
Sometimes the grief is so great that a little less sorrow may seem like a great happiness.
Thanks a lot guys, you cheered me up :)
Im getting emo agian, ahh ahh ahh. I should stop.
But its hard.Labels: emoness
