Have been thinking about loads of stuff lately, like general feelings... I just dont know if what Im doing is right. Like all sorts of randomn people, ones who I dont even know, come and ask me stuff like advice and all that, and I just dont know what to say. Maybe people think Im like mayonaisse, the kind who can piece up together a broken sandwich. But they dont realise that if they keep piling stuff onto my head, there will eventually be a breaking point for me as well. As in I do try to listen, as much as I can, and try my best to offer advice. But what I hate the most is when people dont listen to that advice and dont take the help that has been given to them. That really pisses me off. Like a lot. And I am extremely confused, like sometimes, people think Im some kind of Dalai lama, when Im not. Im just plain and simple sarsu. And I would like it to be that way. I also think maybe, I am trying to hard, that maybe I should just be normal and myself, rather than go overboard, to get noticed. Or maybe just heard. Well, I guess these feelings are way tooo wierd, I have never felt this way before. Huh, blame it on hormones or george or whatever...
Sometimes I wonder If people would ever like me. I am just so damn confused.
and stupid
Thanks a million, you made my day :D
Am I really that deprived?? Gah Im becoming like egg.
This post was a very stupid one on me trying to be emo even though I am not. I am just a bit confused as I always am on trying to figure out the wierd behavior of certain people in my life. Maybe, I never will be able to, and that is what I fear the most. For the most, I am happy and still basking in the extreme cuteness of saif ali khan. Gah I am boycrazy....
and i never thought I was that kind of a person...
