The past few days were, terrible. and crazy. WTH they were fucking crazy. It was a whirlwind of emotions. I felt happy, sad, angry and disappointment. All at the same time. And of course I felt confused. Very confused. I dont know what to do right now. Everything seems so jumbled up. I want to tell someone, but I cant, It is too hurtful. Too secretive.
So that would mean I have to go through this myself. It would me against everything else. I must be strong, and not break down...I must learn to keep that trust and keep everyone around me together, I hope they are all ok... I will be strong. What happened today should not happen again. We should learn to get along, and keep that closeness, and that bond. We should learn to trust each other and sooner or later we will. We will try our best to get along, and try and try till it finally works out.
And whatever happens, we will not give up. And that is the kind of (brothers)sisters we are.
This will be my last emo post, I promise.
I will stop swearing too, I swear.
I want to cry, but the tears wont come.They have alldriedupNothing can describe how this heart feels.
