I am not your average lover.
My bleeding heart will hold your head underwater,
until you say yes
or die.
Haha what a morbid poem. I found that strangely nice.
We used to love poems like this together, practicing them, reciting them. What happened? . Things got downhill after yawp. And now, finally life is looking better./
I am into all things emo again, perhaps I will go out on the streets wearing dark kohl and black fishnet stockings. Haha, that will make me look more ridiculous than ever. As it is, I am ridiculous enough. Emo songs are nice. Who wants to be emo with me? I want an emo buddy haha. Venom is nice, he is cool and everything im not and emo too. Sarsu feels sad.
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Do you know me? Do you care? Or are you just another one of those pretenders?
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I find it hard to tell you something. Not because I dont trust you, but because my personality is such that I cannot tell others of something talked about between me and another. I am too secretive. I take secrets to the grave, even randomn ones told to me ages ago. Perhaps I should change that. I should learn to trust people more.
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I got contacts today. They feel nice, cant wait to wear them to school. My eyes adjusted to them pretty easily yay! I shall post about open house tomorrow, am just not in the mood to do it now. But I shall also post pictures :D
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I like using the slashes to seperate my thoughts. I feel wierd today. and emo. I wanna talk to ______ but ______ is not online and has stupidly gone off to india, leaving me behind. Come back you.
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Sorry I couldnt do the rs proposal on time and to the best of my ability. I will send it to you tomorrow night, 8pm. I promise. I couldnt do it as I had way too many things on my mind, It will not happen again...
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Checking horoscopes is fun. You learn a lot about yourself reading on them. Im aquarius and air sign and fixed negative or something haha. Im going to type something in kannada, something I have never done before here. Perhaps only lava will be able to understand this. and that too only partly.
ieevatu naanu kumbh rashi oar indu jaati matching norede. adrally haakitu that kumbh raashi kumbh raashi jatege tumha chanage match agate aadere salpa distant aage irtare. naanu idu norade that navoo kumbh raashi oar tumba popular, mate compassionate irtare aadre distant agoo irbodhu. oohnu kumbh raashi, nan tarah. match agata? timeag sariagi gotagete i guess. Nanage tumha dukha aaeitoo ivatu. Yaakendere naanu oannun kandere tumba ishta padtini aadre ohnu nanan kandere ishta padala. Ohnu in yaar kandere ishta. aadeke nanage ishtu dukha mate bejar aagtaade. Ohnu nannana hudgi tarah alla but sneha tarah noru taadene. Nanag id ansete that ohnu nan kandere ishta padala. Nan tumha dukhde ideeni. HELP. naanu bhagavana dalu nambuke nilse bute. waapas nambhana anta ankondidini. neen nannan idrili help marde tya? please. /
This post probably did not make any sense at all. But I dont care, I wanted to clear my thoughts. To think. And it helped. Perhaps for once, I will go to sleep, peacefully. Good night world.
Sweet dreams...I love all of you. Especially didi :D
You make me happy and sad, at the same time. You're mysterious and aloof, yet so much like me. Haha we are similar. Or are we not? Only time can tell...I am suddenly becoming all poetic. Emoness = write more. haha I write emo poetry.
Happiness is a strange thing. It comes and goes. Unpredictable. Like a hurricane.
tarararara, tararampum.
